Gila Monstarz

It was totally worth the wait.
We had tons of fun last night. We did our hair, got dolled up and looked uber sexy.
Amanda, Anitha, Davinia and I went for the Gila Monstarz album launch "43000".
Some of the songs in their albums are pretty good. The ones the performed were really nice tracks. My fav of course, was "Let's Get Married". Totally worth getting the album, which I shall soon enough. 
It was an extremely good night. We danced, we screamed and we partied like rockstars. Did I mention we all looked super hot? Pictures shall come soon.
The only down of my night was three things. One, that some chick showed up in a top and jeans which the pattern of the top was the same as my dress. Obviously, it's from Nichii.
Two, that a certain someone promised to show up but didnt, and I am not happy about that, but who cares! I still had shitloads of fun, so who needs 'em aye? :)
And Three, I saw someone who looked like an ex of mine, one that I've been insanely afraid of meeting since we broke up. The moment I saw this person, my heart started pounding fast. But then I realised it wasnt him, but was indeed Prem, from Flyfm.WTF right? But it's so annoying that after almost a year I still get anxious when I see not even him but someone who looks like him. =.=

But, annnnyway. The night was a success I think. And I didnt even drink, much. The music and the dancing (in my killer heels, might I add) was enough to give me a high. Oh How I love being this age =]

Note; Monday, stay away.

Goodbye KL, Hello Kelantan.

So I've been pretty.. busy these past few days what with Christmas and Mum's 50th birthday party and getting ready to leave tomorrow. These past few days since Christmas have been pretty much just family and me, and it's really opening my eyes and showing me how much I really love my crazy family.

Mum's party was funnn. After all the drama she put on because nothing was done and all that shit, everything turned out well at the party. Mum cried watching the slideshow that Ramesh mama, Roshern, Dad and I prepared. lol. And all the million and one speeches, and all that. And Suresh mama arrived not too late, but that is a whole other drama on its own :P

MUM AND DAD GOT DRUNK LAST NIGHT! :D LOLL. It was soooo funny ba. =] It's like the first time ive seen mum get drunk or even tipsy. Sonia and I were totally laughing at the two of them. They were hilarious! :D

Annnyway. This whole week since christmas has been pretty much for family. We're leaving for Kelantan in a few hours. Will be back on new years eve =] So make sure you people miss me!

xoxo

Where the booze at? ;D

Exams are OVER!
It's time for BRRREAK!
Time to let loose;
So who's got the booze? xD

So slow, it's barely there.

How does a person cheat on someone they supposedly love? You know, I have never cheated. And I don't think I ever will, or ever could. Even if I were to end up somewhere thousands of miles away from the person I loved, I would never cheat. I get sick and disgusted by people who have. People who have cheated on me, and people who have cheated with me. You make me sick. I'm ashamed to call people like you my friends let alone anything more.

I had the shittest day. But, I found out some things today. And I'm glad, because now I have a rough idea of where I really stand with you, and you know what? I don't care to stay there. You dodged the simplest of questions and turned everything around and made it seem like the whole thing was my fault. But you know what. We're both at fault. Because all I did was respond to you because I wanted to make you happy. And right now I really couldnt care about your happiness, because I'm too busy worrying about mine. I wasn't the one who invited you to my place. I wasn't the one who instigated certain things. I wasn't the one leading you on to believe one thing but then change it to another. Fuck

But apparently, I'm the one who's ended up being hurt again. Say what you want, nothing changes. I still feel how I did about you before, but my opinion of you has changed. And the trust I had in you, is just deteriorating every time I think about today.

I don't care so much anymore. Hurt, yes I am. But I will get over this. I'm not the strongest person I've ever known, but I will pull through this. Just like I've gotten through everything in my life. I have a lot more going on for me in my life, than you. And today I realised, that getting into anything with you would have been a mistake. Because less than a month from now you're leaving and who knows if you'll ever come back. I dont care to put myself through something like that.

I don't know what we have anymore. Because you shut off and refuse to talk about it. But I'm fine with that. Because I'm learning so much from these mistakes I'm making. As much as guys deny it, you're pretty much almost all the same. and at some point in life, the only thing you're really looking for is a bit of fun. Argue with me if you want (especially if you're a guy, i don't blame you for getting defensive). Because I know for a fact, that there's always a time in a guy's life when he become's a "player" and a "stud" and all he wants to do is have fun with girls with no strings attached.

Let me tell you something misters, I am not that kind of girl. I am a one man kind of girl. And if you want to date me, you've got to make sure you're head is screwed on right and that you're player days are over. Because I don't care to put up with it. I put up with it once before, and no more. I'm not the girl you love and leave. I'm not the girl you have one night stands with. I'm the girl who'll give her all, if you make her yours. The girl that will do all she can to make sure you're never upset. The girl that takes care of you. The girl that lasts long term.

So make up your mind. If you really can't, I'll do it for you. You want to take it slow? I know why. But I'm okay with it. We'll go so slow, snail slow, that it's barely even there. So goodbye for now people, I am going to drown my sorrows and cheer myself up with the best remedy there is.

Note; You're going and gone. And I'm over it.

Note; Time to get wasted.

Tonight was a good night ;)

So guess who has the funnest night ev! (:


So today was prom. Woke up, did some blablabla stuff. Then went to the salun to get my hair done. Then did my brows. Then met up with Elo and Aimee at Aimee's hostel to get ready. Arun was supposed to pick us and we were UBER late, but that's mostly Elo's fault. :D Cos the woman just HAD to go ALLL the way back to Sentul to BLABLABLA and then come back to hostel to get ready. and her make up took forrrrever. And Arun was suuuper angry man. Speeding and honking at the other cars. Jeesh. Men. They can be so inconsiderate to a woman's need for time to get dolled up for an event. and this was a big event okay! But we made it to Sheraton early enough anyway. By early enough i mean BEFORE everyone else (p.s thanks arun for rushing and freaking out on us and then us ending up there almost an hour before everyone else. ishhh ;D)


Anyway, tonight was hell fun (: Everyone looked SO pretty and SEXY and handsome (: Rui Qi and her sister Jennifer looked HAWT. Joshua looked smart as usual. Arun looked.... different :P Elo looked.. different. ;) Carmeni and Nicky just looked sweet together. Kaminie and I just looked HAWT ;). Even our lecturers looked pretty fly (: Mr Murali, Miss Selena, Miss Chandra, Mr Dharminder.. ETC. Shaun and Nigel looked really good. Sathia and I were the only indian girls! :P She was in a saree, I was in a lenga. But we both looked hawt, if i do say so myself. And guess WHO showed up! Angelo and Vanessa. The big bluffs, Angelo told me they weren't going and suddenly they are THERE. like wtf. HAHA. Vanessa looked really pretty in her red dress and Angelo looked smart with his white vest. Everyone else was just dressed so gorgeously.Oh and Guess WHO else showed up! :D Tina! yes, my belly dancing sexy babes. Havent seen her since last sem after she stopped college. I missed her shitloads.


I wish HE had come; I would have had so much more fun with him there. But oh well, we always have tomorrow right? ♥ :)



Anyways, Carmeni Nicky Kaminie and I kinda ditched prom early. We went pubbing lol. Elo and Arun were SUPPOSED to come but the Elo decided to be a spoilt sport and didn't want to come -.- So the four of us headed to Backyard, but then we couldn't go there, cos a certain someone's uncle was there, so we drove around, checked out Karma and ended up in Groove Junction. Jazzy music + drinks = simple fun. Then I went back to Bulldog (just behind backyard) where mum and dad were and I had a drink with them and we came home. Reached home at 2am. It's almost 3am now and He's not home yet. I think he's still out. He said he was going out with his friends. So anyway. 


Well. THAT was my night. It was shitloads of fun; and now my feet are KILLING me. the PAIN! (: Anyways, I gotta go to bed now because tomorrow, I'm going over to see him (:  ♥


God; How I love my life right now. (: 


Pictures AS SOON AS i steal the rest from Kaminie's camera. (:

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HAHAHA
i just blogged that and he came online ;D
he's home i guess. LOL

Sexy, everything about you so Sexyyyy (:

So tell me, how many barely legal teenage girls go out with their dad and are actually MADE to try alcoholic drinks? :)
Not many is my guess. Do I have a cool dad or what? :)
Meet my new fav cocktail (: [after margaritas of course ;)]

Pina Colada ;)

yumm!

Toast to Shitty Exes and Swedish Boys

Roshaan's birthday party :)

Fun fun fun :)

amigas :)

we make love, we make peace

thats' what the world needs

Toilet shot ♥

I'm her guardian okay :)

kita sama sama jaga

ily elo ♥

Jumpa abang melanau :)

Lucky boy ;)

♥

Even luckier :p

Pictures with Swedish boys

♥

Toast to Shitty exes

Cheers!

Love the people around you :)

The partner in crime :)

♥

Camwhore partner! :D

Lucky lucky LUCKY boy

Roshaancomelboy  ♥

Irvinsexypants ♥ ;)

Hug a TREE!

Treehugger :)

Macha :)

Love this shot :)

♥

Back to basics

where it all began

♥

The first four.

Alcoholic Edits

Couldnt resist editing these :)
Check the other two blogs for the more insightful stuff and my two fav edits :)

#blog2 : Beautiful.Disaster [but you need permission for this so ask me and give me your email add]
#blog3 : Stars.Are.Blind

Blame it on the a-a-a-a-alcohol

So (:
Results were out Friday :)
Joanna scored two distinctions and three credits thankyouverymuch.
You can wipe that damned smirk off your face, mr.Chen.
I can't believe i PASSED maths, let alone got CREDIT x))
IAMSMARTOK!! :D

Anyways, got to college today and met Nirai and Mike.
We hungout, had lunch bla bla bla.
Then Zac and Arun came with Michael and bla bla bla.
And then ELO ♥ came backkkk :)weeee! missed her shitloads!
We got our results and whatnot and then proceeded to get home.
I got Shaun to take me to Sentral. Sweet boy he is for always offering - i think he just likes to drive :)

Anyways, came back to sunway and immediately got on the net to fix my classes for the next sem. And i have one class with manda, i dont know about the others. but for some reason, we cant seem to enroll for the damned LAN subjects =_= Anyways, i love my new schedule. it's bloody busy on the days i have classes - like four classes a day or some shit like that. But then i've got a three day weekend which is good :) No classes on friday. But let's see how that works out la ha :)

Anyways, after that we went to LaLaChong - havent been there in a loooong time actually :D IT was uncle lala's daughter's 21st birthday so they had a dinner and whatnot. I had wine pretty much shoved in my face, nothatimcomplaining :D and i camwhored with it a LOT - mostly cos i just loved how my fingers looked holding the glass since i got this new sexy blue-ish turqoise-ish nail polish colour :D goin to edit pics and facebook it.

Yes,i'mbackonfacebook. I had pictures to upload, so sue me. :) I think it's mostly cos i decided that i couldnt give.a.damned about who does what, where and when anymore. I can jut as easily delete them from my facebook - butiwont. cos that's childish and i am more mature than that.

Anyways, my eyes are getting cloudy and sleepy and i want to finish this blogpost so i can edit at least one picture to make my new profile picture so that i can go to sleep peacefully :)

Anyways. Picchass :)
- and yes, i noticed i used the word 'anyways' a lot in this post.

Elooooo ♥

Reunited :)

Me and Nirai :D

Me and half of Mike.
Mike and Me (:
He's bloody tall ok!! im only up to his elbow!
CAPTAIN of HELP's basketball team, mind you :)

hahaahha

Zac's tshirt :D

oh that is yum :D

the alcohol ok!

not uncle chris

See the diff of the colour of my nails in this pic and the next one :)

it's bloody awesome

See.

I told you its awesome

God i love my hands.

Kudikari :D

:D

*sigh

LOVE the colour!!

This is how they do it :)

Old school as they maybe, the got class :D

heee ;)

Thank you God, for giving me nice hands :D

and gorgeous nails :D

*sigh

♥

mmhmmm :D

Go to alcoholics anonymous:)

the end :)

Midnight Escapades ♥

Monday night Midnight escapades with the friends ♥ Knowing me, i dont go out late late at night a lot, unless it's with people my parents trust. That's mostly cos they're slightly anal about stuff like that. ( I love them but yeah )
Monday night, i suppose i was bad. I broke curfew and stuff. But it was worth it =) Had fun with them, though i don't plan on doing it again anytime soon. Anyways, since i've had my new toy, you can expect more pictures here (: yippee!

Dont you just lvoe what the new phone does?
♥

I named her Michelle ♥

Waiting fer them to pick me :D

Leonard (:

Blue light xD

In the streets yo ;)

You talk the talk,

you better walk the walk!

Green vs Blue

;)

Smoke smoke smoke and die la.

Drink drink drink boys and get indian liver

:S

The hat fetish returns

;)

Kekawan (: