Slipping.

Just keep going. Keep looking up and ahead and seeing the possibilities of the future, and forgetting the past. What if it's the now that's bothering you? What if you keep going, but some how, when you stop and look around you now, you realise that you don't fit in anywhere? Not with family, who just push you around aimlessly. Not with friends who sometimes make you feel like they're better off without you. I will honestly tell you, it's not a nice feeling. I can feel myself slipping away the way I did before. Having just one person there to listen and fix it and make it feel better sometimes makes you feel like you don't need anyone else. Then again, maybe sometimes you just really don't need anyone else.