Updates

Okay, so it's been awhile since I blogged. Well here anyways. I've been updating my Tumblr more now.. like everyday. It's just easier cos I don't always have to post my own stuff to express how i feel or whatever, I can reblog something someone else said that sometimes sums up how I feel way better.

It's been a tough week. I had a quiz, for Stats. Whoop de doo da. Old news that I'm re-sitting it. But it wasn't too hard. I could answer almost all the questions so I'm pretty proud of myself for making the effort. I've bene busy trying to figure out stuff for my assignments, and that's not coming too well. It kinda sucks actually. But yeah, a student's gotta do what a student's gotta do aye?

Solo and I also had like our very first massive argument/fight. Of course I cried. I am an idiot like that. So sue me. But I was really pissed off too and I really just told him to leave me alone and not call or anything and that if I wanted to talk to him I'd call. He kept apologising and the next day he really made the effort to come see me and spend time with me, which almost made up for everything. We're okay now though. But the thing is, lately I been thinking, and feeling, and I realised that we don't have that spark anymore. But there's still a pretty bright fire burning steadily in its place.

It's like we're comfortable with each other now. There are things we tell each other, and things we only tell when we're ready. We spend time together, mostly with other couples now but we're fine with it. We fight but we talk about it later and we're good. I really feel stable and like I don't have to worry so much. And you know what? Even til now, everytime I see him I realise there's a smile on my face, even after a fight, even WHILE we're fighting, I can't help but smile. That's just what he does to me, he makes me laugh all the time. He's my magic, and I'm not complaining :)