I am an idiot. The other night we kind of had this massive fight. It's not one of those shouting screaming matches, no. I just happened to tell him something that I really didn't like and I suppose I was a bit harsh. And the thing is, he didn't get pissed off. I thought he would. But he didn't. I think he was more hurt. And now it's killing me that I hurt him. I've apologised and explained why I said what I said and he says he's okay. But we're not talking as much as we do everyday. And I miss him, I havent seen him since the night I got back, and okay that was just yesterday (Thursday), but I feel so guilty, like I need to make it up to him. I know he's forgiven me, but it just feels different. I'm such an idiot.
Regardless, this does not mean a break up is in the horizon. We're together, we're happy (most of the time) and we're in love. I know he loves me and he knows I love him.
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