Friday, April 30, 2010

Fail.

I'm really disappointed in myself. Most of my friends passed all their subjects from last sem. Before this I was the one who never failed anything. But this sem I failed statistics. I don't know why I'm so surprised. Cos I really did give up on stats towards the end of this sem. I am just not good with numbers. I'm also disappointed in my other results; for PR and Psych. I feel like I really slacked this sem. I've been focusing too much on everything but my studies. I've been focusing on my deteriorating relationship with my friends and my relationship with my boyfriend. I think I needed a wake up call and this is it. 

I have to do another semester in foundation. I planned to do it anyway because I haven't done Malaysian Studies. But somehow the realization that I have to do Stats too really makes me feel disappointed in myself because I know I am better than that. I don't ever want to fail again. 

Note; Everybody loves a winner, so nobody loved me.

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