As happy as I have been, the one person that doesnt seem happy for me at all. Dad. He really doesnt like the fact that I'm dating an african. He's been really different to me since he found out. He doesnt talk to me much anymore. Like when we're in the car, he usually has a lot to talk to me about, but now he just doesnt talk. Except to answer me when I'm trying to avoid the akward silence by asking questions.
And okay, I totally get that he's upset. Cos he's told me before to be careful about dating an african. And now that I AM datig one, i think he's feeling like i've totally disobeyed him and that i dont care about his advice. But i do care. If only he knew how much I've been thinking about it.
But it makes me wish that he trusted me more. He should know that I am smarter than that. That I am smarter than to be with someone who would hurt me in any way. Haish. I dont know what to do. I guess I'm just going to keep going like everything's okay, just be normal as possible.
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