Sometimes I still remember those nights I spent in the hospital. I was so very extremely lonely. It wasn't nice. I didn't expect mum to stay with me cos i know she's not exactly a bubbling teenager and i wouldnt expect her to sleep in those uncomfortable hospital chairs. Unlike I did before for CERTAIN people. pfft. It's okay. I'm way over that.
Plus, Pastor Sally has been praying for me and she's passed messages on to me. She says that now is a time for me to just rest in the Lord and all will be well. She says not to worry too much about my school work and my friends and relationships. And I think I will listen to her, cos I don't think there's a reason or a point to worrying so much about certain things. I've also been listening to Pastor Joshua's healing tapes and it's been helping quite a lot. I woke up this morning feeling a lot better. The headache wasn't so bad today. It's just slight pains here and there. But my neck still hurts, that's no fun.
Mum and dad think that I'm depressed. In fact, dad texted me yesterday saying something about a little birdie telling him that I've just been through a break up and that's why I'm depressed which I find VERY funny because I'm anything BUT that. (: We're so far quite happy together. And so we're not doing anything special on Valentine's Day but hello, it's not like I've ever believed in Valentine's Day so much like everyone else seems to. Call me a pessimistic person but I think it's incredibly stupid to have this one day to show someone how much you love them. Because to me, it's like saying "I love you most on this day and only this day and that's why today I choose to shower you with gifts and romantic dinners quite unlike the other days because on the other days, I just don't love you as much."
Anniversaries are a completely different issue. Anniversaries are days you're ALLOWED to be extra cheesy and special because it simply marks your relationship. But celebrating anniversaries EVERY MONTH is completely daft. The first month is okay. The first six month mark is alright cos well, not everyone gets to past that happily cos we've all heard about the sixth month itch :) And then the every year anniversary is alright. But celebrating an anniversary every month is ridiculous. What happens if you 'accidentally' end up together for like 15 years. and you celebrate anniversaries every month? That's like.. (15 x 12 ) .. okay way too many for me to count. Absolute insanity.
Okay, I'm simply ranting now. Don't lie, I bet you enjoyed that ;) Especially since I havent ranted here for awhile. (; But anyways, Happy Valentine's day to all you losers, and I mean that in the most loving way.
Note; Boo, Happy Valentine's Day. It's a good thing that we're not around each other today, cos I know I wouldnt put much effort into celebrating it, and I don't expect you to. Miss you, and we'll have our very own Valentine's another day. <3
Note-of-Note; Happy Chinese New Year & Gong Xi Fa Cai to all my Chinese loveys (:
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