Headaches and Hospitals

I havent blogged in about four days. I know. Perfectly good reason ; I was in the hospital - as in admitted.
Been having really bad migraines and on Tuesday night they were just unbearable. Mum came home and rushed me to the hospital at around midnight. They admitted me because I was having really bad neck pains as well. The next day I went in for a brain scan (MRI) and that sucked like hell. It's like lying in a coffin waiting to stop breathing, I was scared as hell and I was just praying silently and singing hymns in my mind. When it was over, I was relieved as anything.

On Thursday, the doctor sent me to see a gynaecologist and he prescribed me some pills along with contraceptives i have to take. When I told mummy this, she said, " That doesnt mean you can go and have sex now okay." =.= WTF *akward* And she said this in front of Aunty Ameena and Celia.

Being in the hospital those three days were some of the worst days of my life. I hated spending the nights there, especially alone. I didnt expect mum to stay with me cos I understood that she needed her rest. And she and dad always came back early in the morning to visit me and be with me. Papa came with Aunty Marian. Mama came with Aunty Hannah and Sonia. Chitti came with Sean and they brought their new puppy, Neyo with them which was a nice surprise. Aunty Ameena and Celia came to visit me too.

It was upsetting to be in the hospital, I had to miss the final day of fundraising for the PR Valentine's Event and the event itself. I still have no idea how it went. I also missed my PR Launch. I have no idea how I am going to make it up.

I think what was more upsetting is that none of my friends visited. A few of them called and smsed to check how I was which was nice but some didnt even bother. Maybe they didn't know, I can't be sure and point fingers and shit. But see, I'm not just making a drama out of nothing because I am the kind of person who would try my hardest to visit a friend in hospital; heck I'd even stay with you if you needed someone there. Like I have done for some friends. Evidently, that doesn't matter to them and right now I really don't care.

I'm learning a lot of lessons this year and one of them is that you can only really for sure, trust God. And most times, your family. Because blood is indeed thicker than water. Friends are there during the good times, but when the bad times befall us, suddenly we're strangers. Not all friends are like that, some friends have been there in the hardest times I've had. But I cant say the same for all my friends.

Note; Siapa makan cili, I hope dialah yang terasa pedasnya.