Nostalgia bug (:

Today, I was waiting with mum and Angelo was kind enough to keep me company for awhile. A long while actually. He also kinda helped me understand CTS better. Thanks boy! ;)

And we were just talking about random stuff, and it really brought back some memories. By the time mum picked me up, and we were on our way to Sonia's to celebrate Ramesh Mama's birthday, I'd contracted the "Nostalgia bug". I was remembering all sorts of things that happened in high school. All the crazy times and stupid things we did. Water fights, lunch EVERYDAY during trials with the boys, squishing all of like siz or seven people in one tiny savvy (yeah, Arvin's LOL), fighting with everyone, getting in trouble with our teachers, spotchecks for phones and shit, making our teachers cry. *sigh. Those were the days la. Those were the fucking awesome days.

Looking back on it from this new perspective, my last two years in high school rocked. Expecially my senior year. I had one of the best years of my life. I had awesome friends, I had a boyfriend - and for once a long term one, my family life wasnt great but I was having fun like nobody's business with my life. Yeah, there were the downs; all those fights with Josh, losing one of my closest friends because she turned into a biatch and started hitting on my boyfriend, losing Josh, the fights with Arvin and all.

But you know what, some time this year, I lost track of most of the bad things that happened. And I remember all the good things. So I lost Josh, but I had one of the best relationships of my life and knowing that helped me grow as a person. Of course not right away, I mean, at first I was so broken it wasn't even funny. But then I thought about it, got over the hurt and i realised. So I lost one of my closest friends, but while we were friends, we did have some good times, but the thing is, I realised this much; Do I really want to be friends with someone who would betray my trust as a friend like that? Um, excuse me NO. Idonthinksokayyy! :P

Right now, life hasn't been easy. Simple formula of my life now:

(College = Stress) + (Family = Tension) + (Friends = Drama) + (Guys = Justkillme) +
(Relationships = Ohmygosh!) = Lifeisjustsobloodytiresome!

But then again, I'm still having the time of my life!
College maybe stressful with all the assignments and exams coming up, but I'm loving it. Besides, it'll all be worth it when one day, I'll be holding my degrees, masters and PhDs in my hands (:
The family may be to tension-ified. But then again, they're family. It's what they do. Besides, if we don't have family with us to bring us back down to earth, then we might as well jump off a plane because we all know that our big heads need to be controlled or they'll float up up up and away! ;D
I'm making new friends, and when i say new, I mean like a whole new community of people. But I love it. And yeah, there's drama. But there's always gonna be drama no matter what we do. Drama is inevitable, as I've learned. LOL.
Guys. Well, this one cant really be justified. HAHA. Kidding (: Yes, guys sometimes drive me nuts, but as annoying and confusing as they can be, I believe in this simple ancient phrase that some smart WOMAN came up with :P Men, can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em. HAHA.
Relationships? Well, for now, I might be in one, then again, I might not be. But I know how I feel about a a certain someone, and I love this feeling. Yeah, I get emo sometimes because I have qualms about the status of our relationship and whether he's really serious about me or not. But then again, these are normal things we all fear when first venturing into a new relationship. And right now, all I want to do is love the time I have with him and to love all those little moments we have together. And if and when things get serious, you can be sure you guys reading will be the first to find out.

Anyways, I've got to be off now.
I'm going to watch the nanny. HAHA!
CTS quiz tomorrow and I'm going to watch the nanny. how stuppid. :D
Nite all.

Note; We are the world, we are the children. We are the ones who make a brighter day so let's start giving.