It aint easy, Being cheesy

Two things.

1. Roshaan and his randomness :)

We were talking about a friend of ours and what she's thinking of doing for her boyfriend on his birthday and then another friend suggested doing something which i suppose COULD seem really sweet but i just thinks its cheesy :P but cute in a cheesy way. hahaha. and then my friend was like "dowan laa.. damn shy laa".. and Roshaan goes

"Don'tshyawayfromloveManda"

THEN...

Roshaan : It ain't easy.. being cheesy!
*Jo bursts our laughing! :D*
Davinia : Roshaan took a rhyming potion
*Jo - looks blankly THEN bursts out laughing!*

hahha :D when did roshaan get all funny? hahaha :D

Anyways..
Item 2) to be discussed. That ex boyfriend that wants me back.

I decided, after everything thats happened with him, all the pain and sadness he's made me feel, he's not worth me and everything i have to give.
I have a hell of a lot to offer:
I am a sweet person.
i'm funny.
i'm really caring and nice.
i'm always there when you need me.
i am genuine.
i am patient.
i put up with a hellofalot AND i'm not a controlling girlfriend (Josh and Roy are testimonies to that).
i dont expect much, though i have my standards
i'm not materialistic - i dont expect gifts and whatevershit.
i may not be pretty or beautiful, or hot or sexy or whatever shit, but i am one hellofa cute girl and i am REAL. - [call me perasan or whatevershit, but that's jut the way it is. its true.]

And he can't even give me back HALF of what i have to offer. I deserve so much more than that. So I decided, i'm over it. It took me awhile to realise it, but eventually, thanks to my friends who care about me enough to yell and scream at me for even considering him again, I dont even want to bother thinking about him.
Cos well.. I'm worth so much more.

Also.
Another song i'm in love with. Another one that reminds me of me.
*sigh
I love how there are always songs of the moment that are like so.. storyofmylife!
This time, its a pretty unknown one i think.
As usual, the ones in blue are my fav lines :)

To listen, click here :

Cried Me a River - Kristinia DeBarge

I still remember

the day that we met

I hung onto every word you said

Asked me to surrender

And thats what I did

And you broke my heart again and again

So now you are sorry

Like you are in love

But where was your "sorry"

when you broke it all off

I told myself never again

There aint no way Im lettin' you win

Because I keep remembering when you played me

I cried me a river

I cried me a sea

I cried me an ocean

I cried me a stream

(I'll cry out...)

Im fresh out of tear drops

You got me empty

Im out of emotion

Got nothing in me

And I woulda done anything in the world for you

I woulda done anything that you told me to

I cried me a river

I cried me a sea

And I aint got nothing left in me

You cant have my number

Dont wanna be friends

I dont care to see you now and then

Its not that Im bitter

Its just that Im done

My heart finally said enoughs enough

So now you are sorry

Like you are in love

Well you wasnt sorry when you messed it all up

I told myself never again

There aint no way Im lettin' you win

Because I keep remembering when you played me

Just in case your not clear

And you think theres a chance

Theres no way your getting near

This or have me again

Until hell has frozen over

you need to understand

You'll ever get with me again

I cried me a river

I cried me a sea

I cried me an ocean

I cried me a stream

(I'll cry out...)

Im fresh out of tear drops

You got me empty

Im out of emotion

Got nothing in me