I know i'm going to come off sounding pathetic or whatever the fuck. But its true. Almost every best friend i've had, or someone i've been close to has backstabbed me in some ways.
First there was that moron Premila, then there was that bitchface Punitha, then there was Sarahthefuckingcrackwhoreslutface, then there was V, and now, HER.
The one thing the first three ALL have in common? they are all lying bitchfaces.
Premila was just one crazy shit thing la. I dont hate her so much now. But back then, god i hated her fucking guts. i still refuse to talk to her when i see her. just a simple "hi" suffices.
Punitha, was a fucking bitch la.but even her, i dont hate her. I refuse to talk to her too la, =) I got no words to say about this mofo. cos, words arent even enough. She bitched about me, she backstabbed me, she fought with me cos of a guy. A guy that she liked, liked me. the guy that she NEVER mentioned to anyone that she liked, liked me. u do the math. yeahpzzz. he and i hooked up. she got mother pissed even though she had no right cos its not even like she told me. dude. im not the kind of girl to fight for a guy. ok. if she had even hinted at the slightest about her feelings for him, i would have even match made them, cos im so good at it. but this mofo, instead of doing the mature thing and talking to me about it, decided to bitch about me. whatever biatch. at the end of the day, the people she bitched about me to, are still closer to me than her. so whathefuck u tryna prove now ho =p i still have the upperhand over u. cos unlike u, people actually LIKE me cos im nice to everyone.
Sarah. the fuckingslutwhoredickman. haha. what an unfortunate name. lets just say this, i hope she is burned alive and rots in hell. she is a LIAR. she LIED to everyone. She LIED about her family, she LIED about how she fucked some malay guy named haris from a country homes school - [yes haris syg, YOU] - and how she turned him gay. she hooked up with a poor kid, a year younger than her (he was fifteen k), made out with him all in front of all their friends, IN SCHOOL nonetheless, and then dumped him a week later. the kid walked around like a poor miserable zombie after that. then she backstabbed Ruth and went after the guy she KNEW that Ruth had been in love with for like 5years. And the best part of it all? was that the guy hated her cos he thought she was a slut, but she lied to everyone ANYWAY and told everyone that she and the guy were a couple. like wtf right. and the ONE THING that makes me hate her more than any fucking thing, is that she's a twofaced bitch. she pretended to be my BEST friend, but behind my back she was hitting on my then boyfriend. purposefully. What kind of skank ho does that shit u tell me now? Honestly, i have no respect for skanks like her. And i see her for what she really is. a pitiful, pathetic soul who tries to be "cool" with her lies but ends up being a twofacedbackstabbingbitch that everyone hates. i feel sorry for the slut.
And V, well, he was pretty much my close friend. i trusted him a lot. too much. and he turned around and stabbed me in the back. he sabotaged my relationship with my then boyfriend (the same one that mofosarah hit on) and he and his stupid friends told my boyfriend things like i was raped by my ex boyfriend and shit like that which CLEARLY i am pointing out now, is NOT true. and then they ruined my friendships woth my best friends. eventually, i forgave him. i let it go, because i am a nice person and all that. but forgiving is easy, its the forgetting that is hard. i still remember everything. and it kills me that i trusted him so much, and i was there for him when he needed me the most.
And then there's HER. i dont know what happened to HER. we were best friends for about two years. and then she suddenly got herself a new boyfriend, who by the way is like a maleversion of sarah, he's a fuckingshitfacedasshole, who treats her like crap and pulls her away form every one. and she's just lost all her friends. and today. WOW. just WOW. what happened today was the best thing ever that REALLY made me realise what friends can be like when they're obsessed with their partners. but it really hit me hard today. and when it happened, i just cried. i walked off and cried. but then u know what, i realised, shes not even worth it. she may have been my best friend, but i dont know who she is now. and im not going to bother. i know i sound cruel but the point is, i was there for her when she needed me. with her stupid guy issues. but now i just cant be bothered. i dont deserve to be treated like that. so why should i put up with it.
Fact is, i've realised, that ok maybe my choice in friends has been pretty fugged up lately. but im learning to be careful now. i just hope that the friends i have, love and trust now, dont end up screwing me over like these mofo bitches. i've learnt my lessons.
The people u love the most, will be the ones that hurt you like crazy.
Of all the friends that have bitched and backstabbed me, it hurt the most when SHE did it.
note; Friends are fickle. Lesson learnt.
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