Guess what guess what. Guess what babyboo wants me to do. He wants me to write a rap song with a "where'd you go" by fort minor and jay-z -ish vibe to it. Awesomeness. Problem is i dont know no shiats about writing a rap song, let alone a "gangsta rap". He want's it to be like our little project. Me do the lyrics and he'll come up with the beats. How adorable eh? So yeah. I'mma do research and all that. - [ I'll be your Bonnie and you can be my Clyde] -

Oh and did i tell you? Joshua Ambrose wants me to write a song and he says his band will perform it. =) He actually told me this a LONG time ago. But i freaked at the idea of rejection cos my lyrics might suck so i kept putting it off. But now. Ok. I think I'mma really do it =) Joshua told me to just write it. And he'll come up with the music. So. =)

Maybe one day, i'll get to live one of my dreams, maybe i'll be like a famous songwriter or something. You never know. One day i might be writing lyrics for Lady Gaga ;) Maybe even be a famous singer. I mean, look at Keri Hilson. She started out writing the beats for the likes of Britney, Ciara, Ludacris, Usher..If I'm not mistaken, she wrote one of Britney's comeback hits. And look at Keri now, she's singing to her own tunes. Maybe one day, that'll be me.
And dont you guys DARE laugh. Like i said before, music and writing are the greatest loves of my life. When I was a kid i wanted to be this famous rockstar. I still want to be a famous rockstar. Not for the fame or the money. ok well maybe partly. But also cos when you add that tune to words, it's magic. And if i were to do that, my words would be heard, not just by those who read the notes i post on facebook, or those who read my blog, but everyone.
Anyway. It's just a dream. Maybe one day I'll live it.

note; boys boys boys by Lady Gaga ; boys boys boys, we like boys in cars, boys boys boys, buy us drinks in bars.