okay.
so, apparently i'm married?
yeah.
and uh we have a daughter?
her name is one long ass name
Nikita Jolynn Eiffel Katrina Especkerman Selva Ambrose-Gomez :)
haha. nice
oh and Mark and i are shayne's kid's godparents.
lols

i actually like the name Nikita Jolynn.

anyways. today.
was good.
went to ipoh for ipoh mum's birthday. the whole fam was there
and hungout with tristan, lulu and liv.
it was a good day.
man i love them
they're few of my cousins that i actually can stand.
i mean dont get me wrong.
i love all my cousins.
but sometimes, some of em just get under my skin and i just want to slap em
i really dont have high tolerance for some of my cousins.
like ok. fine.

on papa's side. (my real dad)
i used to be close to them..
USED to be.
like baba and me used to be really close. (Eric)
we used to spend holidays together ..
either in selayang or in klang..
with scotty and marissa
i remember we used to all sleep in the hall on matresses and stay up late talking and playing wrestling (wwf) on the ps..
and the guys used to watch wrestling videos. especially armageddon.
man i was crazy about WWF. the Rock. The hardy boys:D
and we used to play football and create our own versions of fear factor. man.
and scotty and i hated each other. we used to fight like hell
and one time a bird shat on marissa's head! haha
man that was funnay!
and when i was a kid, all my cousins loved me.
i thinks though as we all grew older, the got their own lives, i got more recluse and we all drifted apart.
i sort of think that after peter married again things got fucked up.
like, we stopped being so close with our cousins.
and its like i dunno.
my cousins dont care bout me and i dont know whether i should care. but whatever.
i guess it is partly my fault too cos i became sucha recluse and an emo teen.
but hey, when u had the kind of childhood i had, u cant blame me
i dont think they give me a fair chance tho. but whatever. i guess i havent exactly made much of an effort. lol

on Mum's side
i love my cousins on mum's side. not just like my first cousins but my second cousins too. we;re pretty close i guess.
first cousins .. Jordan, Sonia, Sean, Jeremy, Amanda and Aneshka
I'm closest to Sonia. duh. she's like closest to me. ever since we were kids. Jordan too but he's all grown up now that kid. the others are still lil kiddies i guess
:)

but u know what. i feel like malcolm in the middle.
no really i do.
i am.
in the middle of my cousins i mean. i mean.. there's all the above 20s cousins and the below 18s cousins.. and im like right SMACK in the middle
i hate that.
and of course i do have lovely cousin darryl.who's my age
but he's all the way in aussie
i see him so rarely :(
i think out of my second cousins.. im not gonna name em all cos there's too many..
ok wait i'll try
rueben
kevin
malina
previn
cassie
bigsean
bigandrew
tristan
steph
kristina
kelsey
louisa
darryl
joanna(me)
olivia
jordan
beatrice
sonia
sean
jeremy
timmy
john
andrew
michael
tracy
amanda
aneshka
asha



i'm like right smack in the middle.
oh the joys.
i think though..

i'm probably closest to tristan, sonia, lulu and D and liv now.

as a kid i used to be close to kels and kris ut they grew up and got all "mature and girly"
yeeuuccchh.
i like lulu. she's so my kind of person.
and tristan is fuuuun..
so's D.. he's funn:)
and liv. she's adorable.



oh well. cousins. :)
love em.

and on dad's side (stepdad)
nah im not so close to them.
there's prabu hema sarran sathia roobini trishala dimishtra previn ram parthiven arul arvin chandru divya kirtanaa vidhya darshen venod

thas a LOT!

i like having cousins. they're like the siblings u dont live with and thus love more than ur own siblings.
not to say that i love ALL my cousins more than my sister. lols.
ok. im going to shut up now and go boil my stupid head.