Them..

Friends. The heart and soul of me. These people. I love them. They keep me sane but insane. Does that make sense at all? Lol. I guess not, but it does to us. We're crazy together. That's the insane part. The things we talk about. The things we do. we've had some serious LOL moments. Lol. We support each other. That's the sane part. We're there during the bad times, to hold each other, to talk us through it.

First, there's Richard. Gosh, he's a nut that one. Don't be fooled by his innocent exterior, this one is one hell of a whack! He's the really good Christian boy who listens to his mum. But he has a secret talent. Pole dancing! Lol. And he's really good at it too! It's interesting to watch, but really gross too cos he practically HUMPS the damn poles.. Eu! But that's why i love him. He's crazy enough to take a dare to pole dance in front of everyone. And even let us record it and post it on youtube! Lol. But that's just good ol' Richard. I guess deep down in that christian heart of his, there's a wild soul waiting to pop out! As crazy as this hunny may be, he's one of my most caring friends. When things are down, really down, he's there. I had a hard time recently dealing with a lot of sadness. He was there for me. Talking to me about it. Convincing me that everything would get better. I trust his words. He's wiser than he looks =p

Then, there's Nadine. She's as crazy as I am on a whole different level. Like me, Nad talks a lot, laughs a lot and can seriously be silly. We both are idiots around each other. Plain silly idiots =) But that's the fun in everything, being silly and doing stupid things like tickling each other in the middle of the night, iceskating and getting bombarded with lesbos (haha!) and fighting over my bubblegum pillow. Stupid pointless things, but we have fun doing them! Our fav thing to do together? CAMWHORE!! Lol. It's what we do best =) The hard times are wierd. I dont turn to her so much because she doesnt know how to deal with me when I'm sad. She's two years younger than me so I don't blame her. But she's always there to listen, just the way I am. Can you feel the love? =p

Rathes Rathes Rathes... or as I like... scratch that, LOVE to call him.. NATZ! Natz is just plain wierd. He's Nad's brother and he's really random. And he's really adorable, he always has this really blur look on his face that makes you wonder what in hell's name is going on inside his head. He and I, we have random conversations. Conversations about wierd naughty stuff =p He's the kind of guy who lies in a net in the bow of a boat with his brother, Kiefer..BUTT FACING UP! For the world (well, us) to see his and Keifer's asses.. Lol.. That's him.. He just doesnt care.. He's like the annoying brother I'm so thankful I never had. We bully each other and argue and tease like nobody's business. And it's fun. Normal people who tried that, would get a whooping! Lol. I love him though. Him and his random wierdness.

Que Sarah Sarah.. Whatever will be will be.. Lol. The preacher's daughter. I mean that literally. Her father is a pastor. And she fits pretty well into his footsteps. She is an inspiring pianist and preacher. And when she sings, it almost brings me to tears..... ALMOST!.. =p She's a bubbly little bubble! Full of spunk and crazy psychoticness.. Probably the reason we get along so well. We talk about EVERYTHING.. And seriously, this gurl has a tendency to give me and information overload about things that should be kept private! Gosh... She's just crazy. When I went through a rough patch a while ago, she was there making me feel better, telling me things would be okay. She and Richard are quite a pair. Honestly, and hour with them and you'll be laughing so hard you'll have to hold your ribs together. They make me laugh so much. Come to think about it, they would make the perfect couple.. Both good Christians and pianists. Both crazy and wierd.. Both open.. Lol.. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!! That is just so funny! The idea of them married, they'd probably kill each other. Lol.

Jash!! My long lost soul sistah! I love this lil kid. She's the younger version of me =) She reminds me so much of myself when I was her age. She's fourteen. Like me, crazy MANCHESTER UNITED fan! Like me, in love with CHRISTIANO RONALDO! Like me, she's sick of guys! yay! Lol.. Like I said soul sisters. She gets me sometimes about things I dot even get. I feel so protective of her. Like she's a child that need guidance and a role model. ME=p lol...

Preeta.. I've known her the shortest. I know her through her ex, Mr. J, who was someone I used to be in love with. Obviously, an unrequited love. When he left her, I saw her at her worst. She was in depression, and she did nothing to hide it from me. And seeing her bare her soul to me, made me love her even more. She's a good person. She makes me laugh. She listens to me crap about stuff. I feel like I've known her
forever

My Ting-a-Ling! Hui Ting! My sweetheart, my lesbo partner! Lol. Kidding. I see this five days a week and I never get tired of her! She's my byotch! I had a minor breakdown recently and she is the girl who brought me a tissue box to school(!!) and helped me dry those tears. She listens, she cares. She's genuine. She's super duper awesome.. My lesbo byotch!!:D


These people are what make me, ME. Without them, I'd be a lost soul. I'd still be searching for who I am and where I belong. But with them, I know who I am and who I should be. I know where it is that I belong.. with them. With them, my broken soul is slowly coming back together.