Dirty little secret.

There are so many things in my life that I can't ever tell anyone. Not just the things that have happened, but mostly the things I feel. Sometimes, I have really conflicting feelings, and it's not just now. Its been this way since well, ever. I know the people that know me best could probably say I'm like an open book and that it's not hard to read me. But there's really so much that I don't tell people about my life. Sometimes, even when I blog, I might blog about a small part of something big. And no one ever figures out that something big.

Well, I have a really big secret right now. I wish I could tell someone, but really, I know people will judge me. I wish I didn't have to keep this all to myself. Only one other person knows, but that's cos this other person is part of my secret :)