Despite the shit that's happened in the past six months, I've still been having the time of my life and I have only a handful of people to thank for that: Manda, Davi, Kaminie, Carmeni, Milan, Vishnu, Sonia and the whole lot of my friends and family. They've been there, supporting me and my decisions albeit stupid they may be and they've been with me for the most important moments.
And these are the people that I know care. These are the people who will let me talk about how shitty I feel, who will make me laugh, who will pick me up from LRT stations late at night when they know that I've just been dumped and will take me to Devi's corner at midnight to eat because I been crying my heart out and dying of hunger and then will still come to my house and stay with me when I'm home alone and feeling lonely, who will make me video collages and play it at my birthday party causing me to cry, who will go out clubbing with me and dance our lives away, who will go for lunch at Chilli's with me and let me order alcohol because I'm feeling shitty, who will come over to my house on a girls' night and buy us all ice cream and bring us alcohol to juice ourselves up and also emo with me, who will talk to me on the phone about a guy not deserving me while i cry my stupid face out, who will sit in mamaks with me and bitch about everything under the sun that irritates us, who will also laugh at everything under the sun that's funny.
These are the people I am sure care about me no matter who I am who I date or what fucked up mess I've gotten myself into this time. I know I can count on you all to make things feel better. And the only two guys in that list, they are the few good guys left in the world. Like Manda said, these two boys give us faith that there are others like them out there that will make us feel good about who we are and care about us the way we deserve to be cared for. Kudos to all of you for having patience with me, and I can only hope that I have been as much of a friend to all of you as you have been to me. I love you guys <3
xx drawn to danger
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