Disappointing.

I am really upset with so many of my friends. Well, pretty much the whole gang in college except Davi and Manda. Everyone's always accusing me of being missing and not being there for all the things that happen. Like how I didn't know about the Pintoz thing and the Simba's father thing. And okay, I admit I havent been around for much. But they can't really blame me for not being around. It's not like I'm purposely not hanging out with them.

I hate the fact that they all think that I am always not around because I am always spending time with my boyfriend, which is not true. I hardly spend time with him in college. When he's around, I hang out with him for awhile, and then I leave to do my own thang with my friends or to go to class. The thing is, when I am in class, they have no class and are hanging around. When I have free periods and can hang around, they are all in class.

Is it MY fault that my schedule is such that I dont see my friends as often? The fact that some of them, who by the way should know me better, think that I am the kind of girl who would dump my friends for my boyfriends; knowing that they think I am like that is just disappointing.

I expected more of my friends.

On top of that, he's not feeling too well and I feel bad I ant be there to look out for him. Haisehman. This hasn't been a great day.