One year, Two months and Five days later..

..and I still love you like that very first day. I still remember every little detail. I remember falling in love with your laugh, I remember how I loved you, I remember that first kiss, I remember those moments we stole together, I remember you teaching me to tie a tie, I remember tying i for you on Mondays for assembly, I remember how I hated that you were so addicted to your stupid PS, I remember watching you play, I remember what your hugs felt like, I remember the hurt, the tears, I remember the fights, I remember when it ended.

I never wanted it to end the way it did. I didn't ever want it to end. I know this sounds far-fetched for a high school relationship, and maybe it was. But I fell hard for you, so much that I wanted you, only you and no one else. :') You were what I looked forward to everyday, you made me smile, you made me laugh. And after so long, I finally gave my heart away again.

We were never one of those couples that are forever breaking up and making up. That was something we were both proud of. Because no matter the fights we had, we always made up and ended up laughing about it after. But I think it came to a point where we just couldnt protect our relationship anymore. When that bitch butted in and screwed us both over, and when our friends put ideas and thoughts into our heads, it just screwed with us more. And I guess we just weren't strong enough to handle it.

I dont regret a single thing about us, except that we didnt fight harder for each other. Because I know you loved me the way I loved you. It's so hard to be your friend because I can't pretend like it doesnt bug me when you talk to me about the new girls in your life. The biggest lies I've ever told you, are when I pretend I dont care that you're moving on. I could forget all about you, but I don't want to get rid of some of the best memories I've had in a long time.

One year, Two months and Five days later, I still love you like anything, maybe not as much, maybe different than before.  <3

Now, I'm just ready to move on. Help me.