Update

I'm in a lot of pain. My head is thumping like there's no tomorrow.
The menstruation issue? Being dealt with hormone pills.
The problem now? MAJOR headaches, fever and extremely swollen ankles. Like REALLY swollen.
They look like amachi's ankles when she fractured her ankle that time and like how swollen they get now.
I feel like shit. Why am I suddenly getting sick all the time? :(
I have to go to the doctor tomorrow :( To check out what's wrong with my ankles and all that. Pray for me, I hate going to doctors :( They always give you yucky medicines to take.

I also feel shit because he's going through some pretty tough times now, and no, i dont feel this way just because it's him. If it was any of my friends I'd be pretty upset too. He's kinda grumpy I think, cos of the situation at hand but I dont blame him. I just can't talk to him about how shit and sick I am cos he's already stressed out enough.

I also feel shit because of the situation with Papa and a certain cousin of mine and his family. Moses, why the hell is my family so drama-fied? Annnyway. Also, I feel shit because I want to die right at this moment because of the pain.

Butttt, I feel slightly happy with the fact that I've suddenly missed my friends and I've realised what I've been missing by not being there with them all the time. So, from now, I'mma try to always be there :) Also, today I had some very random photo sessions with everyone around me. (: From everyone in college - the usual gang, to Saktish, Nameish and Kavin at Midvalley. Will facebook them soon, when my head is not thumping. I had a pretty good time today though. Was in college for extra class, then realised that my last class was cancelled so I worked on a couple of stuff. Headed to midvalley for more stuff and ended up meeting the boys there. We hung out for a bit then I got Chets to drop me at college and I went over to Spinky to see him for a bit. He wasnt doing too well, stressed out and all that. But he was still nice to me, so that was nice (:

Also, despite both our emoness and out own issues that are stressing us out, we're both still happy. Probably cos it's only the first stage and I havent found something about him to hate like he hasnt with me yet. :) Let's hope that doesnt happen.

Note; Riding Solo? I don't think so. :)