Sunday, October 25, 2009

Akon ♥ The heart in me.

You know, tonight is one of the best nights I've ever had, in my life.
Yes, the Akon concert. Say what you want people, I have been a fan of Akon's since his very first single, "Lonely." I've been to TWO of his concerts here, including tonight. I know MOST of his songs.
And he breaks my heart with songs like "Beautiful", "Be With You" and my current fav, "Clap Again".
I LOVE his songs like "Mama Africa", "Ghetto", "Locked Up", "I Wanna Love(Fuck) You" and blahblahblah.

Tonight, I screamed my heart and lungs out for him. I screamed and I screamed and I screamed some more. I cried.I screamed. I laughed. I screamed. I danced. I screamed. I SANG. I SHOUTED. I jumped! and all the while, SCREAMING even MOREEE!! (:

I went with Zac and Elo. And to the both of you, thanks for being there.You were REALLY suckish concert partners at first though. Because I was the only one screaming and dancing. I had to send you a text before you loosened up. Stewwwpitt. bluek.

Either way, i dont care. I had SO much fun. The next time he comes, I'll be there. And the time after that, and after that and so on and so forth. And eventually, one day when I'm a famous STARRR, I'll meet him and my life will be complete.

Tonight, whatevershit I went through in the past year and more; Arvin and Sarah backstabbing me, losing my first real love Josh, ruining my life dating guys like 3than and Julien, going through everything I went through with Roy (which was a LOTT), falling for Jasz and fighting with him and making up with him, dating and ALMOST falling for a certain other guy, fighting with my friends and being bitches about it, ALL the family drama - all of this, was wiped out. Not a single thought to all of this, not even when Josh messaged me during the concert.

Elo Zac Davi and Manda were shocked that I could scream so much. But you know what, I dont care. (: There was a reason I screamed to much. For once, I was in a place where I could let it all out. I screamed and screamed; letting out all the anger and depression and sadness. Yes, i did that, at an Akon ♥ concert. Because Akon's music has been there since the beginning. I remember when I was form one, that's when his first single came out, "Lonely" and you know what, that depicted my emotions to the core. And that was my boyfriend at the time's song. (: 


So SEE. Akon and I have always shared a bond (: I love the man. And if one day I really meet him, I could just DIE  happy woman. (: 


Tonight, I cried. I cried because I was too far away to touch him. I cried because his songs reminded me of EVERYthing I've been through. I cried because I simply ♥ Akon. 


Akon ♥ crowd surfing. Didn't get to touch him this time.);

More pictures will come when I feel like it.
and
Videos in the Tumblrblog(:




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