Shit Happens To The Nicest People

You cannot even begin to understand the confusion I feel right now..
About my last post.. and after everything SHE and i have just talked about.
I think we both agree that shit happens to the nicest people sometimes.
And our stories, so similar they are. Might as well be the same story.
Moral of our stories?
Don't trust ANYONE to pick up the pieces of you, cos in the end, you only have yourselves. Even your closests friends can end up turning away. So there's only YOU, Yourself and YOU to trust.
As for you YOU.
You keep talking like it's so easy. You keep telling me to move one from it and get over. Yeah, cos it's as easy as eating a damned pie, isn't it? YOU know most of the things i've been through. Not all, but most. And even then you should understand. You can say it's all about the mindset, and maybe a small part of it is.. But you should know better. You should know how hard it is for me.
I know you care about me and that's why you lecture me and i appreciate you trying to encourage me. And you know what, i'm trying. I'm really trying to get over it. And some days i feel like i'm succeeding but then something sets me off and i lose myself again. It's not been easy. But at least I'm trying. I wish you had a bit more faith in me.

Note ; It's not about them anymore. It's about Me, Myself and I now. Don't trust.