Today was absolute... RUBBISH!
hahaha. i dont know whether to laugh, cry, or just DIE. lol

You know how sometimes you just have this FEELING that you're bring watched? yeah that's how i felt the whole of today. You know that love letter drama, yeah the guy's friends just MADE ME WANT TO KILL THEM ALL.

just die.

lol.

Cos yesterday, tuesday, one of the friends of his that was pretty close to me comes up and talks to me about the drrrrama. He comes up to me right and i ignore him cos well, ok there's something here im not telling you and i dont want to cos its pointless. but anyways, some stalkerish shit happened on facebook with the guy and some chick, about ME la! thats why i was so upset.

so annnnyway, im sitting with Roshaan and Manda right and we're looking at picchas on manda's lappie btw. and he comes up and goes like "Joanna, i need to talk to you" and i just ignore him. Then he says it again and i go like "But i dont want to talk to you" and then he goes but "i NEED to".. and then i say "what YOU need and what I want are two different things" and then i turn to Manda and ask her in F-lang if i should talk to him. And she said if it were her she wouldnt, but i did go talk to him anyway cos he said please and cos i am NICE.

Annnnnyway. LOL. then we talk and have this arguement and i walkaway after telling him i dont wanna talk to him.

And the funniest thing, after that, he and his friends went off to Spinky right, and Me and Manda went to see her friend Vick -[yes, the one that called me 'diva'.. WTF man.]- and i didnt even realise it, Vick -[who is also a flyfm myvi trooper, and yes the myvi troopers really do DRIVE around a myvi. i didnt know that, blex.]- had parked the car RIGHT in FRONT of spinky, RIGHT in FRONT of where this guy and his friends were sitting. wtfman.

And i SWEAR, i could FEEL them staring at me at one point. And NO i am not doing some perasanobsessedshit right here cos when i felt wierd and looked up i saw two of them looking at me. dayummm shit!

And today in college, i SWEAR i could FEEL it. their eyes burning into the back of my head. aughh.

But then the guy i had the arguement with passed by me in the corridor today when i was alone and we ended up talking about the whole drama. and stuff and stuff and stuff. and i dunno now, i suppose we're not really arguing anymore.

But im not saying i trust him. i dont trust anyone i dont know well enough at this point. i especially do not trust his friends. so yeah.

God, for some reason, all this is making me feel like im in high school all over again. jeez.

Note ; Didnt I run away from high school? Why am i back there again?

p.s i found these old pics. dayummm. i had some funky hair last year. lol

Random SHIATsu :D

silhouette ;) saw da hair. wierdness.