Music, the food for my soul, is supposed to make me happy. But its as if lately, every song i listen to, the lyrics, seem to haunt me. they remind me so much of the extreme failure of my relationship(s).

And thus resulting in me crying usually.

The other night, i cried listening to Kiss me thru the phone by soulja boy cos that used to be our song.

Then he other other night, i cried cos of sober by kelly clarkson cos it hurt.

Then, i cried listening to Mad by neyo cos it reminded me of us.

I hate him. He took the one thing i had away from me. He took it. Though he knew i didnt want to give it to him. or to anyone else for that matter.

I hate him.

I. hate. him.