Okay so today im feeling much better and much more rajin-er. so i'm going to blog.
i feel pretty bad cos i havent blogged properly lately. lols. so here are the updates.

Love life

There isn't one anymore. obviously. but whatever. i'm newly single and i think maybe for now its the best thing there is for me. I haven't been properly single since the end of form four or something like that and i think that maybe it's time i learnt to be it for awhile. I guess i have a knack for getting into something with guys just for the sake of it. I don't wanna do that no more.

I'm still young right? i've got my whole life ahead of me and a whole lot of fun waiting. i'm just going to date i think. you know, but not exclusively. i don't want that. i think. oh god. sucha feeling of dejavu. i said the same thing after josh and i broke up and what did i do? i got into something with some guy. i mean wtf right? But this time, i'm gonna be careful. I'm so sick of those "gangsta" and "playa" -ish guys. like really, get a life guys.

bottom line, if i find a nice guy, then why not. but until i'm completely sure, i'm just gonna have fun. besides, there are tons of cute guys in college. *winks* including lecturers *wink wink!*
haha ok i'm just kidding. i would never date my lecturer, i dont wanna get thrown out of college you know? i'd probably just think he's cute. ;) but i shall blog about the cutie in another post i think. or ok nvm just scroll down ;)

ok updated you on my love life. what else?

College life?

College life is pretty awesome so far. Honestly right, it's proving to be a lot better than being in school.

No uniforms for one thing.

And then there's the whole phones thing. i mean heLO. in school we weren't allowed to bring phones and all that rubbish. in college? yeah we bring laptops. LOL

And umm. what else? oh yeah, PDA is totally allowed. like heLO. people walking around with their arms around each other ALL the time like they're attached at the hip or something. lol (honestly there's a couple like that in my moral studies class..Like EWW!)

Speaking of moral studies, the moral studies that i'm..erm.. STUDYING (LOL) is totally diff from what we study in school. there's no like memorising nilais and all that shiats. it's like, moral in college, whatever your perspective, it's not wrong IF and only IF you can justify WHY you think its not wrong.

And like the way we are evaluated in college, its cool cos it not based on some stupid major exam like pmr or spm. we're evaluated from quizzes to assignments to exams. so its everything. and you really cant muck around like in high school which is good for me. cos i'll actually be a bit more disciplined.

Oh. the thing i like the MOST about college is that everyone is just so friendly. it's so easy to just talk to anyone. i mean yeah there are some people that get on my nerves but other than that, everyone is just so.... NICE. i like that.

Oh. and one more thing. i have some pretty adorable lecturers. not just male (*raises eyebrow, im not THAT guy crazy okay!!!*), but female too :) There's miss selena, my study skills lecturer. she's really young and just so mighty cute:) and she's nice. Mark calls her his "hot study skills lecturer" BAHahah! There's my IT Lab lecturer mr nadj. he's nice. he speaks really good english. and he's kinda funny. LOL. and then there's mr joel. he doesnt actually teach me cos he's teaching calculus and im so not talking that :( but the two times i saw him i was like shittttt! he's so cute! i can't believe he's a lecturer wei. lol, Aless too thought he was a student. Oh but my fav is the skinny bald guy. :) I call him that cos i forgot his name. i think his name was damien or deven or something. he's so cute. i talked to him once la. when i had to ask about something. im not sure if he's actually a lecturer. i just know he has something to do with one of the websites. he's cute. but sooo skinny. i so afraid that if he walks into someone accidentally his bones might just crack. :S

But what i LOVE most about college, is that there's plenty of eye candy ;) my favourite eye candy now is shannon. lol and another guy that kinda looks like shannon. and oh whatever to you people who just happen to know shannon. shannon is josh's best friend btw. so i know him yeah. he's not my type ;p (dhes u can try :P) but he's just so cute to look at. the other girls agree with me too i think. except aless but that's cos she knows him since like forever.. LOL and there's this other REALLY cute emo looking guy, he's got like the same hairstyle as shannon, the emo hair, but its longer and he is like.. cutER! ;)

anyways. thats about it for now. i think i've blogged enough. i gotta get ready for church nw:)

Love y'alls. will blog more later about the sickening coincidences between my new amigas and me. *rolls eyes*