Why are boys just so bloody stupid?
No really. For one, i have basis to this fact.
The one thing i've realised about boys is that they have to make one bloody tiny issue a huge deal. A stupid statement can somehow in their stupid tiny little brains be magnified a 1000x. WTF la.
First there was the thing with Arvin and Josh. Arvin who is really a nice guy, behaved like sucha dumbfuck and magnified the whole nadine issue to a 1000xs and u know what happened la. fool screwed up pretty much everything i had. my relationship, my best friends. and you know what was the tiny issue? that someone told nadine that arvin smokes and drinks. (arvin was into nad. that's why it was sucha big deal to him) and the truth of the matter is, arvin the smarto accused me and all that shit when really i t wasnt. it was jash and sonia, and both nadine and i knew that. but nadine didnt wanna get jash and herself in trouble and she just let me take the fall. and i didnt wanna tell them cos then they'd give jash all the hell. anyways. it turned into this BIG fight. The whole of him and his friends fought with me and all that shit. And they told Josh that i was raped and all that kinda shit la. And in the end, I stopped talking to Jash and Nad. And Josh and i broke up.

And then there's my darling boyfriend. I dont get why it should be such a big deal if someone bitches about you. Let them bitch la. They obviously have nothing better to do right? And if they're your "friends" then my only question is why the hell are they still ur friends if they bitch about you? obviously its not worth ur time right? why do you have to stoop so low to their level and be just as bad as they are? and why do you have to be such a hypocrite about it all? andwhy do you lie to me? wtf. this isnt what i wanted. this isn't what i need. this isn't what i deserve. i deserve better. This is just childish immature behaviour. Why can't you just let go. If i can do it, i think you can too. you guys just need so much drama, and you know what b? i'm sick of it. if you dont let it go then i'm sorry, i'm drawing the line. im not going to let myself be involved with people who are bad for me.

and then there's nikhil. just cos some stupid moronic fucktard (read::anan) made a stupid comment, he's making it such a big deal.

why can't guys just let go. its the smallest stupidest things that they can fight for. but when it comes to the important things, they shy away. bloody stupid right? whatever. im sick of it. one last chance. and if things go wrong then its really over this time. i'm sorry. i just can't trust enough.