u guys wanna know a secret?
ok fine.
its not really a secret. its the truth, the plain truth. the whole truth and nothing but the truth.

i am miserable here.

yeah, if u've been following my blog you'd know that mum and dad finally picked up their stuff and moved out of rawang and to sunway.
and if u know me well enough, you'd know that i'm absolutely miserable here.
ok fine so im not really MISERABLE. but i am sorta depressed and bored out of my mind.

seriously.

mum and dad are arguing and fighting all the time and its driving me insane. i know im gonna come off a little rude saying this but sometimes i just want to smack them both so hard for arguing all the time. i hate it when they argue. so i've slowly learnt to lock myself up in my room. the most annoying thing is that the apartment we live in now is so tiny compared to the big house we lived in, in rawang. and every corner i look, i see either mum or dad. mum's territory is their bedroom and dad's territory is the living room couch. so yeah. im pretty much stuck in my room. im either on my laptop, online.. or i'm sleeping. or just lying in bed and thinking. and the most annoying thing is that now that this apartment is so fucking tiny, mum has to store her billion and one clothes [why the fuck does anyone need so much clothes] im my extra cupboard. and its like, every effing five minutes shes walking into my room to mess around my cupboard. ok fine. not every five minutes. but u get my drift.
in rawang, i had absolute and total privacy. here? privacy has little meaning
haih.

and another thing i hate about this god forsaken middle-of-no-where place is that its just that! its in the middle of freaking no where. ok fine. not really. but its like... my besties are all back home in rawang. ann. the twins. kavs. jash. i just miss them all. its like. back home. anyday we could just meet up and go out. here its like. all my friends here are in college and have classes and shit. and shit. and shit. and SHIT.

missing everyone. :(

boyfriend, i miss u too :(

i need you to come see me.

come spend a day with me.

but dont do that.

i know you've been getting into trouble cos of me.

im not worth that. so dont ok?

ILY