Never make promises you can't keep.
Please Ethan, its killing me.
I hate hoping and trusting in people who keep letting me down
I've had enough of that my whole life.
I don't need it from you.

I am so sick of letting people walk all over me.
I am just sick of being the one who tolerates all sorts of shit from everyone.
I put up with everything from Josh.
Things that if any other person had done, i'd just slap 'em across the face and walk off.
And since then
I've just been putting up with everything from everyone.
No more.
I am taking a stand now.
It's not going to be so easy with me anymore.
No more "mister nice guy"
Like they say, you've got to be cruel to be kind.


But then again...
You think of getting over it..
But u only end up thinking of it more