I think i'm dying.
No really.
I'm not being melodramatic.
I woke up this morning in the PJ house (my real dad's place)
and i was all alone
and I couldnt breathe
i felt like i had a rock on my chest
and then
i went to have my shower and brush my teeth
(though i think im dying, i never start my day unless i've showered)
and i looked in the mirror and i wanted to slap myself
my eyes were sooo SWOLLEN
seriously.
i couldnt even put on eyeliner
:(
and now im in starbucks
eyeliner-less
and i feel so ugly.
Oh wait.
i AM ugly.
i guess i feel uglIER now.
GREAT.
just great.