More Lost Than Ever by Joanna

I've been lost all this while
i thought i was found not too long ago
but i guess i was wrong
coz when the person i thought had found me left
i felt more lost than ever
so i went under
six feet under
buried my hurt and sorrows
let go of those dreams of a happy tomorrow
coz i've forgotten what it feels like
to laugh out loud
with everyone staring at me like i've lost my mind
i've forgotten what i should do
when someone tells me a joke
i'm just lost
and i don't like who i've become
these eyes,
they don't deserve to cry
this mouth,
doesn't deserve to forget to smile
this heart,
doesn't deserve being smashed into thousands of pieces
i suppose i'll be fine
i'm still alive aren't i?
but that thought doesnt make this feeling go away
it doesn't make anything feel any better
i'm more lost than ever


not too long ago
i was found again
or was i really?
he found me
then he left me to fend for myself
he goes and he come just as he pleases
can u say booty call?
maybe not
but it sure feels like it
i'm sore all over now
and it hurts like hell.

maybe someday soon i'll learn
i'll learn to find myself
and to keep myself in sight
just so i dont get lost again
i'll learn to be careful of how i fall
and let go when i should
but not today
no, today is not that day that i learn
because i'm still lost
and searching for myself.

HELP.