***SIGH***

The colours of life

Don't always shine so bright

The tears in my eyes

Don't just fall in the night

**SIGH**

I'mma be so friggin happy when SPM is over.

Happy? Yeah, coz I can watch tv or surf the net without feeling guilty coz i should be studying

Excited? Hell Yeah!! coz I finally will be ably to do WHATEVER I want!

Impatient? Totally! coz i want my life to START.

But then again, I'm freaking out..

Scared... I'm leaving school, i don't have that net to fall back into

Worried... That our friendships we've had for years and years will end just coz we don't see each other all the time.

I'm just a mix of feelings..

And then there's Josh.

What happens when I'm no longer in school and he still is?

Dark forces from HELL couldn't drag me back for form 6...

So now what happens?

**SIGH***

I'm gonna miss everyone so freakin much... the guys are like, parts of my backbone..

Nads, Jash, Vin, Josh, Ruth, Netha, Joan, Richie, Maheson, Vinod... sigh... I love these peepz so much..

I have no doubt Vin and the guys are gonna keep i touch for a long while.. Kaki Thannis what.. .. lolx..

But it's not like me and the gang do that. and like out of all of us, its just Ruth, me and Vin who are leaving this year...

It's scary...

No more cf on fridays...

No tuition even!!!

Damn!! I'm not gonna get to see Ruben's cute face on mondays and saturdays anymore:( *winkx*

**SIGH**

And when I go to college, I'll have to make new friends...

I mean, I'm not like a snail living under a shell...

I like making new friends....

But only as long as I have all my old friends with me....XD

Guess I gotta suck it up and get on with life....

oh well.. that's life...

no on ever said life was fair ... :(