But I'm not sorry to see him go. He wasn't worth an ounce of sadness or tears. Lies and deception. Those are not things relationships should be based on or made from. They shouldn't have any part between two people in a relationship. Yet some how, they find their way there. Because one person lets them. I was fair, true and honest. I never lied, never cheated, and never thought about all those things.
You'd think by now I'd have given up on men and relationships. Countless times, I've blogged about a breakup or a man treating me like shit. Truth is, I've thought about it. Why bother? But I'll let you in on a little secret; I believe in real love. Call me a sucker for it, and I might agree with you. But I'll still believe that one day I will have a man who loves me and treats me the way I deserve. I choose to believe that it will happen for me.
The only thing that's changing, is that now, I refuse to spend my time looking because looking leads me to the wrong people, to the people that don't deserve my love or affection. My new thing is to take life as it comes and to stop trying to make things happen. I'm just going to be me and see how that works for me.
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