Our version of Edward and Bella

Bella Swan: [Reading the e-mail that she's written but cannot send] Alice. You've disappeared. Like everything else. Now who else can I talk to? I'm lost. When you left, and he left, you took everything with you. But the absence of him is everywhere I look. It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest. But In a way, I'm glad. The pain is the only reminder that he was real. That you all were. 

And that's exactly how I feel.

Call me a loser. PLEASE. After last night, I don't know what's gotten into me. I'll blog about that later though. Right now, I'm watching The Twilight Saga: New Moon, and I feel like Bella. And he's my Edward. Because no matter what we'll always have these feelings for each other, I know he will too. Even if there's a Jacob in the picture. Lol I gave him a choice today. In hindsight, he's probably made the best decision for us both. But it's not the decision I wanted.

Funnily enough, the first movie date we ever went on, we watched Eclipse together and I fell asleep in his arms while he watched the movie. I felt so bad that I fell asleep in the cinema though that I went home and watched it online. Til today I only remember what happens til New Moon. OMG is my life so pathetic that I have come to  compare it to Twilight? This is sad, this is truly sad.