Saturday, February 26, 2011

Moving on.

It's hard to do, but it has to be done. I'm meeting new people, going out with new friends. It's good for me. I'm letting myself be exposed to new environments. Enough of the same old faces ALL the time, I'd like to see new faces sometimes, even if I love those old faces (;

He and I, we talk like regular friends now. We have our moments when we relapse, but we always get back to the understanding that we're only ever going to be friends now. And the best part? Now I can be really pissed off at him when he irritates me without any qualms. Just now when we were talking, he was talking about something that I didn't like, I told him to fuck off because he was annoying me. He knew he pushed his limit and apologised. I guess we're just better off and only meant to be friends. I'm okay with that now.

Every so often I'll have a nostalgic moment where I miss him, but in my head I still know we're better off as friends. So, I'm teaching myself to move on.

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