One of those days where every little thing annoys me or reduces me to tears. One of those days where I need a break from my usual environment and people to just be by myself to feel what I want to feel. I hold my feelings in yeah, but I'd rather do that than say things that I might regret or that might hurt someone else later. Just because the people I care about sometimes don't think before they say and do things that just hurt my feelings, doesn't mean I have to do the same, especially not when that's just not who I am. I could say something about it, but Dumbledore once said that it takes great courage to stand up to your enemies, but even greater courage to stand up to your friends. I am strong, but I'm just not courageous enough to do that yet. Maybe when all these emotions in me have simmered down. That's what I am for the time being, a simple pot of bubbling feelings. I'll get over it, soon I hope. But for now it just is what it is. Bear with me, won't you?
I'm going to go cheer myself up by listening to emotional oldies, specially by Bon Jovi.
xx drawn to danger.
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