HAH!!
this is just soooooo bloody effing funny!!!
JUST when i'd decided i'm over him and i am moving on, he throws this at me!
Yesterday, we talked on the phone.. and he told me that he hooked up with another girl, but he had broken up with her... YEAH!
oh, but wait! that's NOT EVEN the best part... the "BEST" part is that he hooked up with her the SAME DAY we broke up!!
oh and here's another shocker for you.. The girl he hooked up with? yeah she just happens to be the one girl he knows i HATE as well as the biggest SLUT in the whole of Rawang!
YEAH! That whore Sarah! he hooked up with that whore..
and i stopped texting him for a while.. i was fuming! and then, out of no where, i started crying.. bawling! crying my eyes out.. and obviously like a moron i cried and called my *ahem* friend, Vin and told him everything that happened. and as usual, in true M7 style, he took control of the situation and called my ex, JOSH and talked to josh.. now that i think back on it though, i really am grateful that Vin called josh and all coz after Vin told me what josh said, only then did i get the courage to really be pissed off with josh.
it was like in those old movies, the leading lady is always this character full of gumption, not some teary eyed sissy kinda girl who expects it all to end like flowery roses on its own.. no.. in those days, as compared to these days, the leading lady in a movie always had a strength in her that comes out a the right time.. okay well i'm no expert on this but i do believe this is true for most of the old movies i've seen..
anyway, Vin told me that josh said that he was just playing around when he hooked up with that fool. and a couple of other things which now come to think of it i don't quite remember coz i was just really pissed off..
anyway, then i called josh and we talked it out and BOY, was i mad as ever.. i told him that the reason i was so pissed off is coz all this while, since we broke up, he's been telling me things like i still love you" and "maybe in the future we can be together" and he's been telling me he loves me and all.. but all the while he's also been telling that WHORE that he loves her too.. and i asked him about this and he said he didn't really mean it when he said it to her.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?? seriously, i mean okay, maybe part of me wanted to hear that but then i think of it like this :: if he can tell that WHORE that he loves her but not mean it, then how the hell do i believe him when he says he loves me???? BOYS ARE SO STUPID AND INSENSITIVE LARH!
anyway, we talked it over.. we're friends now, i guess. and we're just okay..
i do think though,that i am a MAJOR fool! coz all this while i've been moping around and being emo and depressed while he's been hooked up with that SLUT.. so i've made a resolution to move on with my life and to think about just me .. guys dont need a place in my life for now. and i've also been wondering, why the hell do i love him so much that he's THIS HARD to forget?!?!?
anyway enough of HIM for this week. something else that is rather peculiar happened this week.
JASH, who used to be one of my closest friends called me out of the blue and wanted to talk about our friendship.. and what happened that caused our friendship to dissolve the way it did.. so i guess that's another issue that is, as ARRAVINDH would say, "SETTLED!" lol..
yeah but i dont think jash and i will go back to being friends the way we were.. i think, its time i moved on form my old life. i mean yeah she was like a sister to me and all but see, the key word in this sentence is WAS.
and yea i guess it kinda bugs me that my two friends that i was closest to, NAD and JASH, are now closer to each other but i expected this and i really am not surprised at all.. it happens you know, when friends get together in odd numbers one is always eventually left out. not that i mind. its high time i made some NEW friends. so yeah. am not exactly bothered by tirades of the likes of them... anyways
am off to party now.. was guilted into it... should be fun..
and i mean that in the most sarcastic way ever!
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