tonight, i suddenly cried.
i was talking to kavvie and rathes. and i realised. in a few months, things will never be the same again. we wont all ever be in the same city again. and in a few months, rathes wont even be in the same country..
i regret not knowing the two of them earlier. we're a lot closer now than we were a few months ago, and you know what, i love the two of them like hell.
yeah i know there'll always be facebook, and msn, and email, and all the crap ever. but its just not the same.
when i start college i'll barely have time for myself. who am i gonna go to kfc with and talk bullshit stories with? who am i gonna go to mcd with and laugh my ass off at the stupidest things?

and then there's anniepants, and dhedheboo and doodoo. they're all here in rawang. how often am i gonna get to come back and see them? they're gonna be busy too. with life, and school, and exams. i'll miss them like hell too.

and suddenly, my tears feel like hot water on my face, they hurt.
and suddenly, life seems to pass me by so fast.
and suddenly, i seem to be growing up too fast.
and suddenly, i just wish it would stop.

I love you guys. I know I'm gonna sound really mushy right now, but no matter how far away i am, i'll always be there for you guys, thinking of you, remembering our crazy cacated moments together. =) This isnt the end.

The first time i really saw u as a friend. I love you, you noobhead.

I love you kavvieboo.

I've known you guys for six years, but i love you now more than ever.

I may not have known you as long as the rest anniepants, but you are without a doubt, my soul sister. The only person who understands it all and who fights with me and gets angry with me, but at the end of the day, we kiss and make up.


I love you guys.